as time goes by......

Lewat...

2012-02-15T09:05:00.001+08:00

Pagi tadi, lepas Subuh tidur balik... pastu terjaga lagi 10 minit pukul 8! Syabas! Dengan baju tak iron semua. Tapi boleh tak sempat lagi berangan nak kukuskan pau. Huhu.

Pau red bean, green bean and kaya... :D

So...

Merahlah thumb in today!

:|

agak-agak... reason apa yang I pilih? Pengangkutan? Masalah Peribadi?

Anyway... today's F birthday. Wish her all the best!

my girls.. :)

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Risau

2012-02-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Sebenarnya tak adalah risau sangat, cuma nak matchingkan dengan tajuk di earlier entry. HEE. (Senyum straight like this - :| )

Okay, back to the topic. Lately I lagi suka update di blogger. Don't know why and don't know what is the reason of having two actively (and almost likely) blogs... Anyway, that's still not the story of the entry.

I have talked a lot about my trips, kan? Rasa cam serabut juga, entah2 boss tak bagi pergi pun. Saya je yang beria-ia dan berangan nak pergi mesyuarat-mesyuarat tu. HUHU. Anyway, last Friday I asked boss for advice since I planned to have a small internal discussion about the topics that are gonna be discussed in the APEC meeting. But boss seemed a bit reluctant about me organizing that discussion and he had just gave me the green light this afternoon. I can't help but feel excited. HEE.

So I have to apologize to my colleagues and bosses since I had just emailed them about work few minutes ago. Pffft...

I have to get things progress, if not done. Itu yang risau tu sebenarnya, sebab I am not sure that Malaysia ada buat semua KPI2 yang dibincangkan. I studied the plan and it was prepared about 10 years ago.... logically, we have to have some development on that. Ugh, so much things to be studied. I hope the sectoral officers know something about that plan. Hopefully we have some thing towards the development of that plan.

Boring right? It's work, work and work.

(I love my work)

Let's recap something about my weekend.

I had massage, and I got my hair treated and cut. It was good.

That's all I guess. All the best for Monday~ :)

Sasau

2012-02-08T17:02:00.000+08:00

Meja bersepah, malah mungkin pejabat aku paling bersepah di sini, lalu dilantik aku jadi AJK Audit 5S. Nak tak nak, aku lah yang kena kemaskan meja aku dulu sebelum audit orang lain.

Pagi tadi masuk office dengan keadaan yang agak gelap. Takde aircond and everything. Mujurlah bilik aku ni dekat ngan tingkap so dapatlah cahaya sikit, yang kesiannya staff aku yang kat tengah tu... harap cahaya komputer je la... dahla panas, berpeluh diorang... tak faham jugak.

Tengah hari ni aku ngan sally plan nak gi lunch kat black canyon tapi restaurant tu tutup pula. Sebab RASA tengah renovate so diorang pun renovate sekali kut. Johnny's buka tapi malas lah. Last2 kami lunch di Madam's Kwan. Okaylah. Bab harga aku tak nak komen, what do you expect kan. Yang penting kenyang, alhamdulillah.

HMMM.

Cuti hari tu aku visit makcik kat Keratong 6. Satu tempat di Pahang. Tapi close to Negri Sembilan and Segamat, Johor. Best sangat, dapat rehat. Aku sempat habiskan satu novel kat sana. On the way ke sana, aku sempat singgah beli daging salai kat Kuala Pilah. Murah kut. RM17 per500 g. Kalau kat Salero Negri tu dapat duo mangkuk jo masak lomak. Makcik masak masak lemak... ngan belimbing besi. Sedappppppppppppp.

Tadi aku buat kira-kira berdasarkan jumlah wang sedia ada dan defisit yang akan berlaku dalam bulan ni terhadap diri aku sendiri. Biasalah. Tiba-tiba (defensive tak ayat tiba2..., padahal da sedia maklum :P) aku dibenarkan pergi ke Singapura dan Bangkok untuk menghadiri urusan kerja. Semua tu sponsored trip tapi ke Singapore aku kena keluarkan duit sendiri dahulu then, baru claim. Okay je sebenarnya boleh swipe je hotel dan air ticket. Cuma nak gerak2 dari airport ke hotel tu la. InsyaAllah takde masalah. Aku selalu risaukan bab logistik yang macam ni lelebih padahal hal kerja tu aku tak ambik berat sangat. Selalu kena tegur ngan bos. HEEE. Okaylah jap lagi aku study. HEE.

Bangkok pula, macam annually meeting. Alhamdulillah, aku berkesempatan untuk menghadiri lagi. Mungkin next year aku kena direhatkan dari menghadiri semua meeting ni, maybe kena bagi peluang kepada junior pulak. Takpela, ada rezeki, adalah ruang dan peluang untuk aku. InsyaAllah.

Oh ye, setelah buat kira2 semua tu ada lah baiknya aku pergi korek tabung aku... untuk dijadikan bekalan di kala emergency. Nak dijadikan cerita menambahkan defisit ni ialah, last week adik aku pinjam duit dia nak beli handphone, so bagi la pinjam dulu. Kesian benar nampaknya takde handphone. Now gaji dia dah masuk harap2 dia ingat lah nak bayar kat aku. huhu. Pastu malam tadi aku buat style berlagak kaya pergi beli tivi LCD 32" cash and carry kat kedai letrik. Sebab tivi kat rumah dah buta warna. Semua cerita hero dan heroin avatar. Kaler biru. Sakit mata aku. Buat main teka teki ngan housemate malam tadi, teka diorang (pelakon) pakai baju warna apakah sebenarnya? HAHA.

Okaylah, dah banyak bebel. Tak pernah kut aku bebel cenggini panjang kat sini. Sabar je la.

Salam.

Saya...

2012-02-04T00:46:00.001+08:00

Tak pernah letak gambar penuh. Ni pun tak penuh juga. Heeee.

Kat Pavillion tadi... dalam dressing room Forever 21~ Memang perasan 21 la gayanya...

Hmmm... ada berkenan bag kat Cotton On tadi! Macam Proenza Schouler you~~~ I was contemplating! Mujurlah ingat jumlah di dalam rimauku tak seberapa. Dahlah trip ke Singapore (Singapore??!!) nanti kena bayar sendiri dulu... Hmmm...

Pastu insyaAllah ke Bangkok... dua dua pasal kerja... semua pun nak guna duit tu...

InsyaAllah! Semoga perjalanan dimudahkan dan diredhai Allah.

All the best to us all~

;)

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January Photo A Day

2012-01-31T12:00:00.000+08:00

~THIS IS THE CHALLENGE FOR THIS JANUARY 2012~

This is macam nice! :)

I decided to join this! Thanks to Nolee.

Okay my first photo of this series will be updated today. ;)

Good luck!

from here

Adhoc Interview

2012-01-30T15:57:00.001+08:00

Hi..

Tetiba tadi kawan I yang dah bekerja di Media Prima sms during lunch time tadi tanya boleh tak dia nak interview I and maybe 2-3 more friends for his upcoming program. It's kind of program yang public tanya soalan and the questions will be dedicated to the guest of the week. So, the guest this time is none other than Tun M. Oh I don't know when it's gonna be aired or what is the name of the program. Please don't ask. HAHA.

I met him when I had this trip to MASKargo last year. We clicked instantly mostly because he was cute. But he's way younger than me. HAHA.

Anyway, the taping/shooting went well for me. I did 3 questions in less than 5 minutes. What can I say I love to talk, especially kalau bukan pasal kerja! Pffftttt. While S and H took their time but I was glad they would like to be the public yang tanya soalan. I have asked few other officers but most of them weren't that supporting. Even Nik. HAHA. Retis katanya. HAHA.

So here's the 3 of us with Faizal and the kamera. Cameraman tengah ambil gambar kami lah obviously.

p/s : Entry ini ditaip with laptop office, only the photo was uploaded using phone (blogger-droid) heeee.

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Photo Grid

2012-01-28T17:44:00.001+08:00

My baby brother found this apps in my phone. I seriously didn't remember about it. ;) . It's called Photo Grid (obviously) and it allows us to shake the phone to get our photos arranged. Well, if you are the owner of an android phone, why not try it. One losing point is that this photo couldn't be directly sent to Blogger-droid. :( But no problem to directly share it on Twitter and FB. :).

Here are some more photos that we made. :P

Heee...

:)

Photo Challenge... in a slappy mood~

2012-01-27T14:23:00.001+08:00

Rasanya tak terdaya untuk I penuhi challenge tu! Sedih juga sebab cabaran tu nampak kacang jer tapi itu pun I tak buleh buat? What happen to me!

First, I realized that I am such a procrastinator! Memang I ingat nak buat but at the same time, I said to myself, jap lagi lah! Then, see, tak buat apa pun~ I am so disappointed with myself1! *slap*slap on my face*

Second, I kept forgetting the topic of the day~~~~ and I was so lazy to check on it! Menyampah lah juga. I already snapped a photo of the topic tau and saved it in my phone, but due to the first factor, so no photo challenge post on that day! *another slap*

Third, maybe because I was so busy doing other thing. Well, busy with bad time management! You get it. You could get the consequences. Right?

Well, today is the day on justifying things. More to sedapkan hati yang I tidak berjaya buat benda tu sebab this this and that. Well, actually it's also a type of doing muhasabah diri kut. :D Hehe. To look back on things and think of ways of improving ourself. (So, right, so easy to list them out~~~)

Anyway, I guess I will try to do the photo challenge for the rest of January. So, all the best to me! :)

Cheers!

Penang, Januari 2012

2012-01-20T09:48:00.001+08:00

I am waiting for my flight back to KL at the PIA now. I had a meeting at the Traders Hotel yesterday.

;)

p.s: I think red velvet at Starbucks is not good at all.... :( not worth the price...

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Sweet

2012-01-19T23:18:00.001+08:00

My friend is sweet enough.. she takes me around Penang tonight. ;)

Thank you Atul!

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Last night

2012-01-19T15:38:00.001+08:00

We had dinner at a market cafe in Jaya Groceries in Empire Subang. We had our steak there! The food particularly the meat were all good! I am kind of craving for it now, in fact!

The crowd was nicer! I had great time with my friends!

;)

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Something that I bought

2012-01-18T16:31:00.001+08:00

Hmmmm....

Here is actually the goodies that I have bought and packed for the Saturday's bowling event.

;)

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Hal rumah

2012-01-17T13:24:00.000+08:00

here's the show house of my house. It will look like this, hopefully.

Okay, I nak update sikit pasal rumah. Hmm. I have bought a house. End of 2010. It is tabled to be ready in 2013, about 2 years of construction, I think.

Rupanya susah juga urusan nak beli rumah ni. Memang susah, dan ini belum masuk bab nak bayar bulan2 lagi. Belum start bayar lagi sebab belum siap lagi kan. Oh, rasanya ada satu tempoh di mana aku kena start bayar but aku pun lupa bila. Not really bila rumah dah siap but sometime in almost completion kut.

But now, aku tidaklah start bayar bulan2 yang jumlah dia macam gaji tangga pertama start kerja tu. Fuh, anyway syukur Alhamdulillah sebab kalau kira gaji sekarang, takdelah aku masuk tahap keberhutangan yang serius (muflis) kalau aku start bayar pun. Anyway, aku harap by the time aku start bayar rumah nanti, gaji aku adalah naik sikit. Sikit pun takpelah kut. HOHO.

Well, apart from bayaran bulanan yang akan mengambil masa selama 23 tahun tu.. (Oh My!) ada juga kos-kos sampingan yang aku kena setelkan from time to time, macam bayar tukar hak milik la, bayar lawyer ke apa entahlah, paling banyak pun RM3k last year... (korek duit ASB)... tapi sebenarnya agak gigih jugalah bila difikir-fikirkan sebab aku sorang-sorang handle sendiri je...

Bila kenangkan kawan2 yang dah beli rumah terlebih dulu dari aku, cam N, dia ada boifren masa tu yang tolong dia ke sana sini, Oren, Fish dan TM beli rumah sama2... boleh tak berderet 3 orang satu lorong??? so diorang apa2 pun setel sama, and Paris pulak mak and ayah dia sentiasa ada sebab diorang duk Shah Alam je... aku? semua pun sendiri sendiri... macam sedihnya...

Panjat BPH, panjat Palace of Justice yang nice tu.. macam nak masuk airport kena lalukan handbag kat scanner? hehee....

Mujur juga beli kat belah ujung Putrajaya so jalan takde la bizi mana so larat lah jugak aku drive ke sana sini. Hmmm. Harap2nya aku sempat la simpan duit sempena nak masuk rumah tu nanti. TV, peti sejuk semua aku dah pass kat adik aku sebab kat umah sewa sekarang semua tu pun dah ada. Nampak gayanya memang semua nak kena beli baru. Doakan aku ek.

Satu lagi, memandangkan aku ada setahun lagi sebelum rumah siap, aku ada projek lain this year, insyaAllah (aku terpaksa laksanakan misi ni sebab aku tak rasa yang aku akan kahwin dalam masa terdekat ni) tapi benda ni pun melibatkan duit so aku kena start berjimat dari sekarang.

Projek tu bila dah start baru aku akan cerita, buat masa ni aku pun masih lagi berkira-kira.

Doakan aku ek. Harapnya tahun ni adalah something yang bermakna untuk aku.

Bye. ;)

Mimpi 2

2012-01-17T09:34:00.003+08:00

Orang kata kalau kita mimpikan seseorang,
Maksudnya, orang tu sedang rindukan kita?

Ye ke?

Sebab saya rasa saya saja yang duk teringat kat orang tu.

Water

2012-01-17T09:03:00.001+08:00

Here's my youngest cousin playing with water... ;)

Gosh, I missed yesterday's challenge!

Have a great day all!

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Happiness~~

2012-01-15T14:30:00.002+08:00

Okay, back to the challenge! :)

I am going to write something about the tournament (yesterday's)...

I had organized a bowling tournament at the Mines yesterday for the Red Warriors 4Ever gang (a fan page for Kelantan's football team)... Though the crowd was not that big, about 11 friends played, we did have fun and got to know each other better. It was an intimate gathering, and I hope everyone had fun.

The game was good as I was awarded as the best female bowler... HAHA. Never in my life I had scored about 406 fallen pins... That was definitely sweet!

Here's some photos of yesterday's event, I took liberty to save image from the photographer's FB album. :D

:)

Happiness indeed!

with the attendees... :) love them!

my team :)

among the committee... :) thank you so much for attending! :) Really appreciate it!

Something that I am reading

2012-01-15T01:10:00.001+08:00

Hi!

I missed the challenge for 14th January.
So I think I just skipped it.

Actually I was busy since morning as I was in charge for a bowling tournament.
Will tell about it later.

:)

Anyway, I had a good Saturday, thanks to all my friends! :)

In My Bag~~~

2012-01-13T11:13:00.001+08:00

Hi...

I am not sure if I have to get things out of it of snap a photo of inside the bag...

Here's the things I usually carry in my bag except the name stamp.... I have to have it in hand since I am on standby for any interview with any employers...

Hmmm you can see, the hand lotion, hand sanitizer, the dry skin gel, the eclipse mint (my favourite), the camera, wallet, pen and the nail polish cube... heee... it's handy whenever I stuck in traffic or in a boring meeting, you'll never know..

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Close up~

2012-01-12T11:45:00.001+08:00

A close up of something very useful for work and leisure.

It used to be the most unique invention in the IT world. I remembered the first one that I bought cost more than RM100 for just a low space.

Nowadays... they are giving this thing out for free. I received 3 of its kind during these few years and it costed low to less than RM30 for such a vast space.

What is it?

It's the thumbdrive... ;)

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Where I sleep

2012-01-11T09:09:00.001+08:00

Basically this is where I spend a good 5-8 hours of almost everyday. And this is when it looks at its best. HUHU.

Most of the teddy bears were given as present. And that quilt is from IKEA. The pillow case and bed sheet is from Aussino (only bought on sale) haha :)

I usually sleep alone, and the other side of the bed is the place where I put guest's sleeping needs.

Okay. Today I am having meeting for a whole day.

Gonna make a move.

Bye. :)

Childhood...

2012-01-10T19:20:00.001+08:00

Releasing the childish side in ourselves.

At Cineleisure after watching Alvin and the Chipmunks...

;) Remembering our childhood when father rented a lot of videos of cartoons mostly Mickey Mouse's and Tom n Jerry's...

;)

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Mimpi

2012-01-09T17:29:00.001+08:00

Mimpi yang paling kelakar dan saya ingat sampai sekarang ialah mimpi saya pregnant~~

I dah lupa macam mana mimpi tu start. But, by the time I knew and realized I was pregnant was when I was seated and feeling helpless. Then, I realized that my tummy was bigger than usual. I was like, OMG I was pregnant.

Then, I remembered that my mum organized that surprise wedding for me because I was too busy going here and there for work. She simply called asking me to come home for a weekend then, I was married to another busy guy. Maybe he's working out there in Sabah or Sarawak, I can't recall.

I also remembered (in that dream) that my mum was membebel non stop about me neglecting my husband and myself because even I knew I was married I still lived like a single non committed girl. Well. I was too ashamed to admit to my friends that I was married I guess. I didn't know. Eleh, even my husband didn't really care about me, he was too busy himself. But later I learned that he was disappointed of my response towards our marriage, drama right?

But I was asking myself that how could I be so dumb and silly that I didn't remember the fact that I was married. I scolded myself for being too stubborn and most of all for not respecting my husband! HAHA. I was like, how do I get permission from my husband going in and out of country for work and all. HHAHAHA. Dream!

But then I woke up and it was nice to know that I am still single. :D HEHE. Then I remember I went to a meeting and met my batch-mate. I saw her looking a bit berisi than before then she revealed to me that she's pregnant! I told her the story of my dream and she was like, "that could be a true story you know!" hmmm...

Well...

HUHU....

What a dream!

Daily Routine.

2012-01-09T12:08:00.001+08:00

I don't know. It's not really daily but if it means work then I work almost 7 days a week. So it's a routine for me. :)

Having coffee is also a daily routine anyway.

So here my first photo post challenge!

Cheers!

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Boy~

2012-01-06T16:08:00.001+08:00

Bought that shoes as a reward for having to work on weekend! Boy! How I know to please myself! It's amazing that despite all the 8 hours of working on Saturday I still got the energy to go shop! Thank you Jusco for closing business at 12 am! :) I was happy~

And then, that was me; 2010, 2005 and 2007 respectively. What do you think? My specs were all different. ;) I used to change the frame every year before. That happened when it costed me RM200 and below~

Yesterday I was on duty at Jalan Duta for 6P. The view was nice! I could be looking at that forever. ;)

How was your first week of 2012?

All the best!

;)

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Terpalit

2012-01-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

Few days ago, Malaysia was hit by a shocking news about one of the best of Malaysian student. On how her appearance had changed and everything.

Truly, I was shocked by that too. I was disappointed in her, upon reading it. But later that I knew, even the most matured and kindest person could change. This is about an (then) 18 years old girl who had started to live on her own until now, apart from her family.

Having started living apart from family from that young age required a lot of faith in ourselves... I understand her. I was living apart too, only in Malaysia still. With lots of new friends and in a new environment, for free. I was lucky I was living among the good people who never give up to guide me if what I did was not right. They offered me free advice, and cared for me. In fact, we could always turn to each other no matter how bad the situation was.

I am not saying what she does was right. That's her way though. And if we wanted to "tegur" her, let's do it in positive way.

I am looking into this thing, from the things that I've done. I admit that I did a lot of mistakes too. I am not that kind. I am just thankful that I still have faith in me. I still remember that I am a Muslim. I always try to be a better one. Though sometimes I wonder what have I done that made me so malas nak solat cepat2. I always question myself, hati aku dah gelap ke? Kenapa malas nak mengaji? Kenapa suka buang masa dengar lagu instead of listening to orang mengaji? Kenapa suka baca novel instead of learning more on religion?

Mistake, you know... it's a wrong thing we still do even we know that it's not right.

I pray that I will be better, and I will be ready to change for good.

More on Pemutihan

2012-01-04T10:28:00.002+08:00

Melainkan permohonan pertukaran majikan oleh PATI, semua urusan di cawangan Johor Bahru ini menyamai operasi di Pusat Pemutihan Putrajaya, iaitu permohonan ID untuk majikan mengemaskini data PATI, permohonan Surat Makluman kepada kedutaan, pemprosesan permohonan pengambilan pekerja asing, pembayaran levi dan pengeluaran Surat Kelulusan Pemutihan.

Untuk yang wondering,

sektor informal iaitu Pembantu Rumah Asing juga turut dibuka untuk proses pemutihan yang mana ia akan diuruskan oleh Jabatan Imigresen Malaysia (JIM).

Oleh itu, kepada yang musykil tentang status pembantu rumah anda, boleh dapatkan penjelasan daripada JIM sama ada di Putrajaya atau Jalan Duta bagi Lembah Klang.

Kaunter Pemutihan turut dibuka di Johor Bahru, Penang dan Jalan Duta, selain di Putrajaya. :)

Alhamdulillah setakat ni tiada yang serius, tapi kami tetap berusaha untuk memenuhi permohonan majikan, sekiranya permohonan adalah reasonable, tiada sebab untuk kami menolak. After all, semuanya adalah untuk pembangunan negara juga.

Hmmm...firstly...

2012-01-02T00:32:00.001+08:00

I've told you guys before that I am so gonna get another pair of Levi's...

Yeah! I got one on the first day of 2012!!! Heee

What I like about Levi's is of course the Curve series... The pair suit me nicely! Plus they are made of more than 90% cotton!

Hmmm...I think I ve slowly becoming a shopaholic! I ve found out that I always have justification on everything I bought. Justification which actually an excuse...heheeee

Anyway...I really love any demi curve especially the straight and skinny boot~

Btw, I went to the counter for a few hours... I ve discovered the secretariat had written my name and phone number on my counter... that's nice. I am now on call. Which is better rather than just sitting there and waiting...

Anyway... basically I had a great day... So I hope you guys too...

;)

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Nice things

2011-12-31T19:40:00.005+08:00

Okay now I am at the hall still.

Just wanted to jot down some nice things that caught my attention;

a man wearing a red wristwatch;
an auntie with her Gucci;
another auntie with her leopard blouse;
a lady with her black wedges;
a lady with cute black flat;
a cute officer who borrowed my pen.... (heeee)-but he gave it to another officer to use it, nevermind;
another cute officer seated next to AT;
....
I have a great company... AT and Cleo January 2012;

Here's another list...

I came out with wishlist for 2012...;
I think I am gonna get a pair of Levi's...

New Year...

2011-12-31T11:50:00.000+08:00

Here's an excerpt of what Secretary General of MOT had said in his new year greeting....

Dengan wujudnya SPAD, sebahagian besar daripada tanggungjawab penguatkuasaan JPJ terutamanya ke atas kenderaan perdagangan, kenderaan pelancongan dan pengangkutan awam kini diterajui oleh SPAD. Dari segi pelaksanaan pula, pada kebiasaannya aktiviti penguatkuasaan masih kekal dilaksanakan secara bersepadu bersama JPJ dan Polis Di Raja Malaysia (PDRM). Namun, dari sudut kuasa mengikut Akta Pengangkutan Jalan 1987 (APJ 1987), JPJ kini bertanggungjawab terhadap pendaftaran dan pelesenan kenderaan motor, hal-hal teknikal serta pemeriksaan kenderaan, pelesenan pemandu termasuk lesen Vokasional serta penguatkuasaan berkaitan kenderaan persendirian. Selain dari pengangkutan perdagangan dan pengangkutan awam serta pelancongan, satu lagi mod pengangkutan awam darat iaitu keretapi samada yang dikendalikan oleh Keretapi Tanah Melayu Berhad (KTMB), Keretapi Aliran Ringan (LRT) yang dikendalikan oleh RapidKL (Aliran Kelana Jaya atau Ampang dan juga monorel) atau perkhidmatan keretapi kargo, juga telah dipindahkan dan kini terletak dibawah bidang kuasa SPAD untuk tujuan kawalselia dan kelulusan skim keretapi.

Walaubagaimana pun, selaku peneraju inisiatif Pengangkutan Awam di bawah program Transformasi Kerajaan, Kementerian Pengangkutan masih bertanggungjawab ke atas National Key Results Area (NKRA) untuk memantapkan pengangkutan awam di Lembah Kelang sewaktu puncak walaupun terdapat bidang-bidang yang terletak di bawah kuasa SPAD. Saya berharap penerangan ini akan dapat meningkatkan kefahaman semua warga Kementerian terhadapat peranan yang masih perlu dimainkan oleh kita walaupun SPAD telah ditubuhkan....

more....

Now I am sitting in the hall for Pemutihan. Alhamdulillah nothing serious happen until now, almost twelve. The hardest part is doing nothing, just waiting and anticipating.

Well, have a great day everyone.
Have a great new year weekend. :)

All the best!

Rekod Kehadiran

2011-12-30T16:39:00.001+08:00

Here's the summary of my attendance to office...

Hmmm...looks busy, isn't it?

It's tiring. It's worthy of every cent I have received hopefully.

Well... happy new year 2012!!

:)

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Pemutihan

2011-12-30T09:45:00.002+08:00

image is from here

*Pemutihan is not whitening! It's more of clearing them (from our country, for good). :)

Hi!

As most of us have heard, knew or read, or maybe didn't have any idea at all, Malaysia is now having such a big program to decrease the number of illegal foreign workers (PATI). The program had started since early second half of the year.

Anyway, I am the coordinator for one of too many subsectors. I am in charge for cargo handling subsector. Which falls under the services sector.

I just want to clarify that my decision will be based on these;

all of the works must take place in our places, that includes the ports and airports. For those cargo handlers doing business in factory or anywhere outside these two places, you have to go to maybe the manufacturing sectors;
you (the companies) have registered your need of foreign workers through our Port Authorities or Maskargo. Otherwise, you have to have maybe a support document from them, depending on where your business take place;
your workers have complete documents, the registration slips and passports; and
you do well during the interview; you bring complete documents etc.

I will not be working at the counter but my other officers will be there.

I am hoping they will do well, I will be there only on weekends, because you know, nobody wants to work on weekend and since the management of KDN wants to open even on weekend, I have to be there. I guess I just have to be patient and pray that this will end on its due date.

No more extension please.

Positif ke gitu?

2011-12-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

I read the book, Me and Mr Darcy.

Not gonna review it. You could find the review here.

It's just that it said in that book that it is possible to fall in love within two weeks~ That you could actually trust your feelings that love could happen within short time period. It's not love at that first sight, nothing like that. But the feeling of missing someone, an emptiness that creeps in when we were apart from each other, that could happen. Even if we don't really know that person. Even if we despise them at the first place.

But once you saw them you knew that you wanted to get to know them, no matter what. You wanted to be able to talk to them. You wanted to be with them, even when you are together you just might fall into silence, you lose your words or you simply argue with each other.

Even you just watch television and the other sleeps. Even when you cook and the other just there, good in front of their laptop...

So that, I guess that was what happened to me. I believe in those possibilities.

I was being positive.

Only to know that not everything will end so sweetly.

But there's nothing to lose in trying, right?

Be positive, that is~

Have a great Monday everyone!

The thing with story book

2011-12-17T16:32:00.001+08:00

It makes me believe that love is not hard.

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Kawan-kawan...

2011-12-14T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hi...

Tadi masa tengah lunch di MIDA, alhamdulillah! My BFF (insyaAllah!) Oren smsed me.. this... (she is on her maternity leave)...

Tetiba masa mandi tadi, aku terpikir, ko jenis yang orang lain boleh bergantung harap.. maybe sebab tu kekadang sesetengah orang tu selamba je boleh datang dan pergi ikut suka diorang... sebab ko baik sangat la.. huuu...

I laughed for a while. Then I was close to cry. Maybe she missed me... hehee... I am flattered by the way. She's not the one who's easily express her feeling. :)

I have so many friends I think, I harap semua pun suka berkawan dengan saya. Kawan saya kenal di merata-rata tempat. Alhamdulillah, most of them stay... by choice... by their own choice. Hopefully.

That day, when I was having a course somewhere out of office, I had these 2 brothers from a page on FB (Red Warrior 4 Ever); told me about a friendly game, Kelantan vs Perak in Paroi, Negeri Sembilan. I was so excited to go.

They couldn't go because of their work and everything... so I had asked about it to another friend that I've known since 2004, (from chatting, YM Chat years ago)... who is now an important man for the Kelate.Net... another page for everything Kelantan, mostly football. Heeee. So he helped me... nice. I went to watch the game with AT. Another friend from this office. :)

When we arrived in Paroi, I had some problem finding the stadium. So I called IN... a Paroi friend whom I get to know from blogging world (Wordpress).... so she directed us to the stadium. So, we've arrived safely although a bit late.

Actually it was when we were waiting for IN to direct us, AT asked me how did I know about the game that got me thinking, what technology had done to my circle of friends. It improved~~~

I guess I made the best of it. Though, I won't deny the fact that sometimes technology broke my heart. But that's okay, I still get the best of it.

I really love friends on the FB group RW4Ever because basically we are so sekepala. They made me laugh while I was alone in hotel room, in Singapore, Korea, and Russia, or even when I am just at home. We even have this weekly song request every Friday... heee...

How about you guys?

;)

What has gotten into me...

2011-12-07T15:44:00.001+08:00

Well,

I guess I am so into cooking right now. I love to cook. But, please, I am so not into baking. Yeah I love to eat my cakes and cookies... but to say to start baking, well.....

I had nasi lemak for breaking fast yesterday. Yeay. It was my first time cooking nasi lemak with santan kotak. Heee. I didn't really know how to measure the coconut milk but Sally advised to add some water to it as it's quite thick itself.

Apparently I guess my nasi lemak was okay. I put some ginger (maybe extra) and pandan leaves in my rice. Our house was filled with pandan aroma. So nice.

I made chicken curry because I simply want to have it lah! I cooked it thickly! But since I was fasting yesterday, I didn't get to taste it while I was cooking it, so I guess the taste was a bit different. Not that it's not good but yeah, my housemate said it's a bit sweet. I didn't add any sugar but I drop some honey in it. Anyway, it still went well with my nasi lemak.... :)

I also did some improvement to my bed. Sigh. My bedroom is so clustered. I didn't want anyone to walk into it. But I anyway find it calm to just be in my room. (Yeah, I guess a lot of people do). I lighted candles last night before I slept. And yeah, it felt nice. I changed the sheet too.

So I had a very good night sleep. But anyway I did wake up for sahur, reheated my dinner and had it once again. They still tasted as good. :) The curry is better when it's cooked longer, isn't it? Probably. I went back to sleep, woke up to pray Subuh then doze off again (ah, the good thing of being single). It was quite a struggle to wake up for work~ but I forced myself to take a look out of my window. It was beautiful and shiny? But it was beautiful. :)

The sky was so beautiful. ;). I am still fasting today. InsyaAllah....

Tomorrow I will be on another road trip down to Cherating. :)

Have a great day yeah all~

Early Riser... :)

2011-12-06T12:04:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, semalam dapat puasa. Hari ni pun I try lagi. ;) InsyaAllah.

Oh ye. Ahad lepas I had a great session with a lady Malay Traditional masseur. She came to our house and had done a great job to us three. My housemate, F and I. The price is slightly higher than usual because she offers sauna and well, she includes her travelling cost too. So, it's advised to book for more than one, so the travelling cost could be discounted. :)

Well, after having that great massage, I guess I am feeling better than before. It's true that one good thing lead to another.

I woke up earliest today. I think.

I was up for sahur at 3.45 something then, I heated the leftover from dinner and what more, I made a sira pisang!!! Weee.... Then I had sahur, went back to bed at 5 am after updating blog, then, up for Subuh at 6.15 am... and guess what? I did laundry~~~ so unbelievable. Usually I will just sleep through until 7.30 am (heeeeee)...

Yesterday oh...

I cooked for buka puasa! I made banana fritters, grilled chicken and some sawi soup to have with rice. (By the way, sawi is green mustard in English?, I just knew) (-____-)

here's the jemput jemput pisang..

I added some oat, and honey and put less sugar... they were so crunchy when they were hot~ :)

Okaylah... hopefully everyone is having a good day~ :)

Lucky me~

2011-12-05T10:54:00.001+08:00

Hey ho~

I was picked as one of the lucky names to receive RM200 giveaway from Michael Kors by Sasha. :)

Thanks so much! :)

Since I had just splurged few hundreds on a handbag... I guess I just had to settle on something not so costly... So I chose this wristlet from Michael Kors... :)

And as I was already in Pavilion... might as well do some more window shopping. Eh. I actually bought this cute sling backs from Vincci. Cute, eh?

Yeah...

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Jumpa orang yang diminati Part II

2011-11-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

This is the Part I...

I met him again! At a meeting~ See, this is the different meeting, not the meeting where we met before, more than twice...

So, yeah, I said hi and actually asked him to sit next to me. I said "I saw you at the eatery. You were eating rojak alone"

He said yeah, really?

Anyway, he didn't notice me in the previous meetings. Yeah, I am not that significant.... Heee....

Oh.

Guess what?

I've found the courage to say,

"if you have no one to have rojak with, you could always ask me.."

Yeah. I did~

He finally asked for my phone number.

I was happy. And he was friendly. He'd be a nice friend.

Just friend. That's all.

Hope you guys have a great story too today~

It hurts

2011-11-29T21:37:00.001+08:00

It hurts to be ignored. But being me, I realize I had ignored quite some people. Mostly because they annoyed me. Annoying.

So whenever I am being ignored, I guess it's better to just lay low...

If they want to get back at me, they'll find me. Otherwise, I'll keep myself low, maybe I am that annoying... that I don't deserve their attention.

Because to me, it works like that. But I guess, I shouldn't generalize it.

Okay. Whatever.

Someone will get back at someone else when they want to.

Fiction...

2011-11-23T12:08:00.001+08:00

Macam Proenza Schouler tak? Only USD 39.95.... from Justfab....

boleh la untuk gantikan Proenza Schouler yang berharga USD 1,595 tu...

kan...

yang ni...

oh... anyway... I dah beli bag baru.. yang comel...

murah jer. RM40 lebih2 sikit...

Boleh la kan... nanti nak cari yang macam yang first tu.. heeee

Berharap

2011-11-21T08:52:00.001+08:00

Di sini aku masih sendiri
Merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu, masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Kucoba 'tuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu, ooo... meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar,
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku, disini
Kudapat tertawa menangis merenung
Di tempat ini aku bertahan
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hijau_daun/suara.html ]
Suara... dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya, pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya, masih berharap, di dalam hatinya, aa...
Suara, dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku, slalu di hatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya, masih berharap, di dalam hatinya, aa...

Dan aku masih tetap disini,
Kulewati semua yang terjadi,
Aku menunggumu, oh, aku menunggu

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hijau_daun/#share

Of me (lately)

2011-11-20T22:49:00.001+08:00

Been talking to a good friend about what happened around us. It seems like both of us are facing same kind of something.

It felt good to get to talk to a great friend.

I admitted that when I was away and alone, I tended to forget that I have so many friends and family (who would always be there for me) at home.

Like this week, while I was out with friends, I frequently reminded myself that I have so many friends. I lost count of thank yous Allah that I've said silently in my heart, for having such a good bunch of people around.

Now, I am trying to be more grateful for what I have and appreciate them in any way.

Though there are still a lot that I don't have, I guess I live anyway.

p.s : And I hope that one day that person's heart will open its door for me. Then he realizes that I will always be there.

Nice nice~~

2011-11-17T17:10:00.001+08:00

cantik~~~

Proenza Schouler (wuhuhuuuu)

this one is mine... nice? :)

Nak~~~~

The surprise of our glory days...

2011-11-17T15:07:00.001+08:00

You ever listen to Adele's Someone Like You?
I really love it.

I don't know, it's something about the lyrics. I could listen to that song over and over again.

I love this part so much...

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the times of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days...

and this part;

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regret or mistakes they are memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet it would taste......

I have so much things to say, I overthink so many things, most of them didn't need any thinking at all sometimes. HAH. Life. I guess I get old thinking.

You know a friend told me that I've grown up and most importantly I know what I want from this life. (in this life).

I was nodding and at the same time, I was questioning myself, am I really that? Do I really know what I want? Do I do things accordingly?

I know what I want, but I don't know if I do things accordingly.
I guess I did not.

Lately I had taken all things life could offer me. That strangers have been my friends. That enemy is now my good friend.

I just went with whatever I have, I also realized I just grabbed whatever chances I had, I forced myself to not do so much thinking and just do whatever I wanted to do.

Somethings are good like that. But somethings left me with more thinking. Of what ifs.

Whatever, I just don't want to regret things so much. Because I know, I did things for myself. I couldn't regret what I've done. Especially to myself.

I could live with a little regret and move on, admit what I did wrong and never repeat the same mistakes. I could. But could I?

Because I knew, I always tend to repeat the same mistakes. Ugh. Life, that is.

I don't know what I'm saying but I guess you get the drift.

All the best. Cheers!

Mistery

2011-11-15T17:34:00.001+08:00

You've grown up!

Talked to a close friend. About everything.

He taught me on how to develop a positive thinking while at the same time, keep the negative thinking all the way, because sometimes we have to be prepared for the worse.

And how much I love you, brother for always knowing what's best to say, not to say just sweet and encouraging words.

You rock! I wish you all the best too!

Heavy things on my mind....

2011-11-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

Tadi sembang dengan Nik dan Khairul. Pasal Korea. Ekonomi. Juga pasal Brunei dan Malaysia.

Ratanya, kadar suicide tertinggi di dunia sekarang adalah di Korea. Selatan. Negara maju yang mungkin sarat tekanan.

Membangun dengan pesat, pelan pembangunan yang penuh, komprehensif, lengkap untuk rakyat. Tapi, kebanyakkan manusia Korea hidup dalam persaingan, duit jadi faktor utama.

Sekarang aku wonder, what if Malaysia become such a country? Nik said that we are on our way.

Yeah, we're living in a fast (though not so fast) developing country. Soon, maybe we'll be one of the developed countries. Then, at that stage, what are we striving for anymore? Human capitals become higher, demand are higher but the supplies may becomes higher. And then, people compete. People will compete.

Argh, I couldn't help but feel grateful. But how do I say, each day, more people get smarter, 10As in SPM wouldn't have been that meaningful anymore. Where are we going to escape? We used to import foreign labours to work in those heavy industries because you see Malaysians are so choosy in occupation. I don't think we could afford to do that anymore. How do I go about telling my lazy brother, hey you have to work hard, you know, now people are living for money. He's young, couldn't even understand the words living for money. But anyway, some examples involving those bicycles and footballs might put him on the right path but, hmmm....

Malaysians may have been spoiled in some kind of luxurious way since the day they were born. (If compared to Laos, Cambodia and Vietnam). But.... I think we have to change. Not that we have to put ourselves in a difficult life, but it's just that we have to be prepared and work harder to keep on with what life has become.

It's not always about the money.

I don't know...

I guess I'll write more when I get connected to more dots....

Salam Aidiladha, from Seoul.

Cinnamon bread that Nik, Khairul and I had shared for dinner...

Beautiful red autumn leaves....

With Fadhilah, Indonesian and Heeyou, Korean

;)

Logistics Course :)

2011-11-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

Jai jaisseo~

I am now in Korea. :) The Republic of Korea is so generous, they invited us the ASEAN member states officials to attend the logistics training course for 10 days here. :)

Today is our first day in class. Yesterday we arrived in the morning, with the Philippines were the earliest to arrive, practically we were loafing at the Incheon Airport until all member states arrived. :)

We were taken to the hotel, the Dormy Inn Serviced Residence in a bus, and we made our first stop at the Incheon Bridge Museum. The museum is very interesting and intelligent. We were given an earpiece each and we got to choose our preferred language and whenever we arrived into any zone, we were automatically guided through the equipment, telling us what is this and that. :) Sooo nice.

Then we reached our hotel at 12 pm, ready to have lunch. Basically after lunch I guess all participants went sleeping. HAHA. All of us took the night plane from our states except Brunei had to made a transit in Bangkok.

Today, we had to take bus again (we re gonna take the provided bus every day to our class building, 30 minutes from our hotel) to Anyang City, in the KRIHS Building. (Korea Research Institute for Human Settlements).

We were introduced to the Korean culture and everything and all member states had to do presentation about our country too. They liked my presentations. :)

Then today we had to do outline about what are we going to do about our research. I chose a topic about port infrastructure.

Hmm. I had so much to work on. Let's enjoy some pics, shall we.

Hope you guys had grrrrreeaaattt days! :)

p.s : Kim and Kris are already filing for a divorce?

The morning we arrived at Incheon International Airport :)

Incheon Bridge Museum building. Nice!~

Starbucks! Lovvvvvvvvvvvvvve this!

This is the model of Butterfly Bridge in Incheon Museum

Our room, that's Africa Fashion Week on TV.

What we have in our room~

Opening ceremony :)

All the participants ;) They asked us to say "kimchi"

This is taken from 42th Floor of Akro Tower, the tallest building in Anyang City :)

Some memories of autumn :)

A great discussion. :) That's the Vice President of KRIHS guiding us on how to go about our proposal.

Love from Seoul!~

So tired...

2011-10-25T17:38:00.003+08:00

Was out of office late yesterday, went back to find some sweets and jellies for today's innovation day.

I was in charge for the games and yeah, the candies were for encouragement. :)

Anyway, the happy ending.

with the girls of my division and the emcee of the day.

Thank you all~

I know I've been such a kiddy.

Jumpa orang yang diminati

2011-10-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

Okay tadi I gi makan kat Uniten stall banyak2 tu.
I pergi berdua dengan budak opis I. Budak tu lelaki.
Jatuh saham I.
HUHU.

Sebabnya, I jumpa orang yang I minat, I suka, I admire.
DIAM-DIAM.
I selalu meeting dengan dia.
I suka dia. Sebab dia nampak macam hebat.
Dia makan seorang tadi.
Kalau la budak opis I tu takde, tentu I dah ajak dia makan sama-sama.

Biasa kalau I pergi sorang-sorang
Mesti I jumpa orang yang macam2 dan jenis yang one-off.
Maksudnya, jumpa sekali kat situ ja.
Sembang-sembang then, abis makan, abislah persahabatan.

Tempat makan ni memang special sikit.
Sebab selalu orang main duduk je mana-mana.
I selalu singgah kalau on the day I ada meeting kat luar yang hala ke KL.

Now, I can't wait for another meeting.
I wanna say hi to him.
And I wanna say,
If you ever had no one to eat cendol and rojak with, you could always call me.

I wish I had the courage la kan.

Oh. :)

The Pink Pamper Party...

2011-10-19T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...

Sounds nice...

My shoes today

2011-10-19T12:03:00.001+08:00

I am in a meeting and sleepy. :(

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If Your Heart Not In It.

2011-10-18T11:27:00.000+08:00

I used to love this song when it first got out, in 2001. I was in love back then. :P I remember playing it over and over on mp3 on my family's old pc. During semester break. I was in my first year.

HEHE.

Now, it's just me, and me. But somehow I keep thinking about this song. It's a sad song. I love Westlife, they sing a good sad song. Yeah, that, sounds wrong.

But give a listen. I am trying to put a video but you know, somehow it's not allowed (in the office).

Okay, I've found one.

I’m missing you
Girl even though you’re right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I’m so afraid that you’re saying it’s over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart’s not in it for real
Please don’t try to fake what you don’t feel
If love’s already gone
It’s not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I’d do
But I won’t ask you to stay
I’d rather walk away
If your heart’s not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You’re just saying the words
If you’ve got somethin’ to tell me
Don’t keep it inside
Let it be heard

I’m so afraid that you’re saying it’s over
Girl I’ll make it easy for you

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it’s gone too far now we can’t rewind (and there’s nothing that I can do
To stop me losin’ you)
I can’t make you change your mind (if your heart’s not in it)

:)

Ehem~

2011-10-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

"would be nice for this coming autumn"

*cough*cough*

autumn sangatla kan~~~~ :P

But still.......

;)

Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish

2011-10-17T11:17:00.000+08:00

I was in Vladivostok when I heard about the news of Steve Jobs's (RIP) deaths. I knew it was such a loss but I also knew that this man had suffered and he was battling through the cancer for quite a long time. It's better for him, and he knew that. He lived with the knowledge and affirmation that he would die in the end and he seemed prepared of it.

When I was in Seoul, I understood that his death was worldly mourned. Almost all ICT shops put his photo on their display panel. I was staying in Shinchon, and there were at least five technology shops around joined the mourning.

Here I've found a speech from him. An inspiring one.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course."

My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.And 17 years later I did go to college.

But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK.

It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on.

Let me give you one example : Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life.

But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something - your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky - I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation - the Macintosh - a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me - I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I retuned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.
Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish."

It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005

source.

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Tadi

2011-10-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

I went out for lunch with AT in Amcorp Mall. We had our lunch at Restoran Salero Negori :). The food there, sangat nice but hari ni rasanya kurang pedas.

We had, masak lemak cili padi ikan keli salai, daging salai masak lemak cili padi, sambal hijau with ulam and sambal petai! Very nice, but not the best we've ever had. I was hoping for a spicier taste, but it's okay I guess.

Well, that was not what I wanted to highlight anyway... HAHA.

When we reached there, AT and I were just the two of us but the available table were mostly for 6 people. And there were two guys looking for a table too.

No, I didn't say anything. But he looked at me.

And I did some signals I guess, but he shook his head, means "no, it's okay"

AT was like, "Cacah!"

I was like, "ah... it's okay, I was just kidding... I've met various types of people this is nothing.."

So of course, AT and I didn't sit at the same table with the two guys, but they were cute! HAHA. I had nothing to lose pun. It's not that I will see him again!

So we ate and paid.

Surprisingly, on my way out... we had to pass by their table...

Guess what?!

He looked at me, smiled and said...

"Bye..."

Like he meant it!!! Oh!

So I said bye too la kan!

And, that's all...

Nothing more....

But that was nice... and I am still smiling while typing this.

So good for a weekend starter! :)

Hope you have a good weekend too!

:)

From Incheon~~

2011-10-07T14:41:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah...
My trip is almost final. Means, I am close to coming home, my flight is in one hour. Huh.

Actually there were some trouble during this trip. I wrongly applied for the visa for 4 days. Visa for Russia. I had to get out from Russia on 5th while my ticket to Korea from Vladivostok is on 6th.

Upon arrival in Incheon on Sunday, I had tried to book an earlier flight but I was informed that there's no available seat anymore. So....

I could only put my name in standby list and had to wait until 5th to confirm whether or not I could get on that plane.

The waiting days were the most stressful period for me. I had to deal with my presentations, and had to worry about my visa and flight tickets.

I admit that it was my mistake so there's nothing more I could do, except praying. The secretariat of the workshop were the most cooperative they had assisted me with the hotel booking and the immigration.

Alhamdulillah....

I could get on the flight to Incheon from Vladivostok on 5th! :) Though we were fined for 2650 ruble (Almost Rm265) but it was not a problem!!~ I was glad I could get out on the day my visa expired.
Otherwise, I guess we had to deal with more issue. It's not that I didn't love Vladivostok...

So, now am here in Incheon. I am praying for the good things for me. :) and you too~

For the record~~~

2011-10-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

Now, I am in Korea, Seoul, Shinchon... :)

I can't be thankful enough!!!

Here's the proof, I am using the Korean keyboard~~ \\\\\\

All the best, tomorrow I'll be back to KL!

Rindu Malaysia, like ssooooo mucccccccH!!!!

Bila difikir semula.

2011-10-04T21:37:00.001+08:00

When love is all you've got...Life could be as difficult.

Nevermind.

I was left hanging, some six or seven years ago. My boifren at that time didn't want me anymore. He dumped me, via sms. Even he didn't remember it. WTH. He's happily married with two kids right now. He just said "I think it's better if we didn't meet anymore"

I was crying all the day. I was 22 going on 23 at that time. Hmm. Life had been cruel enough for me back then.

So now I am in Russia and he's on my social network. Saying things on how lucky I am now.

So I said to him, that it was him leaving me had my eyes opened. Well, he didn't remember what he had done. It was easy. I am not equally important and significant to him as him to me. Well, it's not his mistake. It his loss.

I remembered that he had just scored himself a nice job with a giant private company. While I was still jumping from one job to another.

So I said to myself, I could be as super as him. I thought his job was super at that time. What did I know, anyway. I was fresh out of university..

But I remember I said those things. I said I would be better off without him.

Alhamdulillah, here I am right now.

HMMM.

I can't be thankful enough.

Although I had few misses here and there, and I realize that I am exposed to many many things and risks ahead, so what, I had my bitter shares in the past, of course I could manage all the incoming challenges. I have to have faith in myself. No matter how hard things had been, I have successfully get myself out of it.

So, all the best to us all.

Cheers :)

Love from Vladivostok~

can you guys find me? :)

all the memorial for the Vladivostok people who had died in 2nd World War

with the RMC officer. there are two of us from Malaysia :)

at the souvenir shop. didn't buy any though...

It has been such a~~~

2011-10-01T01:39:00.001+08:00

Long time since I last wrote something. Well... I have been going here and there. My fault that I can't seem to find some time updating~

Well, life treats me well. Thank God for that.

I am off for another work trip. Wish me lucks ait~~~

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Persoalan Hati

2011-09-22T16:15:00.003+08:00

Tazkirah dari Pegawai Hal Ehwal Islam hari ini. :) Jom kongsi!

Persoalan Hati

Sabda Rasulullah SAW yang bermaksud: “Di dalamjasad (tubuh badan, ada seketul daging. Apabila ia rosak maka rosaklah badanseluruhnya dan apabila ia baik, maka baiklah jasad seluruhnya, itulah dia‘hati’" .

Hati yang baik ialah hati yang bebas daripadasyirik kepada Allah SWT. Hati yang tunduk kepada Allah dan patuh kepadaNyaialah hati yang sentiasa bersikap positif terhadap semua perkara yang berlaku yang sentiasa cenderung kepadaperkara-perkara yang menjurus kepada kebaikan dan benci kepada segala bentukkeburukan dan kemungkaran.

Hati yang baik ialah hati yang dapat merasai dirisentiasa hampir dengan Allah dan memfokuskan kehidupan semata-mata mengharapkankeredhaan Allah dan sentiasa berusaha membebaskan diri dari kekangan pengaruhnafsu dan syahwat yang mana nafsu dan syahwat itu merupakan ‘senjata kimia’syaitan yang telah bersarang dalam diri manusia.

Hati yang baik akan sentiasa menjurus kepadanilai-nilai murni iaitu mendorong seseorang melakukan kebaikan dan mengajak sama orang lain berbuat sedemikian. Iamelahirkan sifat-sifat yang melambangkan kesederhanaan,kemuliaan, merendah diridan disusuli dengan akhlak yang terpuji.

Hati yang baik akan sentiasa dibersihkan denganzikrullah, muhasabah diri dan bebas daripada melakukan perkara yang meragukan,sia-sia, khurafat dan syirik kepada Allah.

Oleh yang demikian, marilah kita sama-samamenjaga dan mendidik hati kita agar sentiasa menghampiri dan mendekatkan dirikapada Allah supaya sentiasa mendapat inayah, hidayah, rahmat dan perlindunganAllah baik di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat.

22 September2011

Takkan Pisah~~~

2011-09-21T23:15:00.001+08:00

I tulis dalam post sebelum ni yang I tengah suka lagu dari Eren dan Kangen Band ni...

So, here's the klip...

Lagu ni sedih sangat. :-(

Tapi muzik dia lembut sangat.... suara penyanyi ni pun sedap...

Sayu.

Sudah bulat....

2011-09-21T10:17:00.002+08:00

Hari ni pakai kebaya! Wah! Setahun ni baru sekali kut pakai kebaya! Huhu...

Now I macam makin hari makin bulat jah! Bosan gak. Dah tak best bawak diri.

Eh.

Now I macam suka sangat dengan lagu lama dari Eren, Kangen Band... Takkan Pisah... sweet lagu tu... I mean muzik dia la.. kalau lirik tu I okay okay jah...

Hari ni opis buat raya besar besaran. Jadi L.O lagi. Dah bosan ni. Huhuhu...

Malasnya!

Okay. Nak sambung buat kerja.

;)

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Nak marah la ni~~~~

2011-09-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

Bila kita call kredit kad punya customer service, semua pun busy... tau tak kenapa?

mungkin tak sebab mereka sibuk cari customer baru? mungkin sibuk duk promote produk baru, macam insurans etc....

Semua tu boleh, tapi janganlah sampai customer yang sedia ada ni rasa terabai!!!!!!!!!!! bai!!! bai!!!!!

Kang aku say bai bai kang baru sibuk tanya kenapa kenapa kenapa.....

DEMMMMMMM....

Tuesday~

2011-09-14T01:59:00.001+08:00

Quite a rush day. Overall...today ended beautifully. Alhamdulillah.

Went to Ikea after office hour. Wanted to have that infamous meatballs and Daim cake! Yummy.

Bought some home stuff. Best! We were there until it was announced that the store was closing. Haha.

Spent great time updating and gossiping with AT and F in that two hours of traffic jam from Putrajaya to Ikea.

HUH!

I met lots of great people today, let's hope that the feeling is mutual... ;)

So, here's to another great day. Cheers!

;)

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Once in a while...

2011-09-11T01:07:00.001+08:00

I went to Pavi...I wanted to search for a pair of nice jeans. Specificly a Levi's. Anyway... the designs available were not attractive enough on me...Hmmmm...

I am looking for a straight cut, demi curve in ark hues. I tried few pairs with various cuts; skinny, skinny boot and straight. I think straight cuts work best for me.

Here's me with my old pair of Levi's. An Eve. In 27. In Levi's fitting room.

Oh. I didn't buy anything though. Just had nice dinner at Dome Cafe with Nana.

Hope you guys had a great Saturday! Night!

;)

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Perfect pair...

2011-09-10T18:14:00.001+08:00

Favourite....

:)

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Just do with love, love, love...

2011-09-08T17:18:00.001+08:00

Nine West Rocha Pump

Nine West Tali Sandal

Enzo Angiolini Sully Pump

Jessica Simpson Francessca Pump

Steve Madden Wissper Sandal...

Please, feast your eyes, ladies... here....
Then, if you fell in love... you could order... here....

HMMMMMM...

Love, isn't it?

Kucing...

2011-09-07T17:01:00.004+08:00

Hai... these are among seven cats at my kampung home...

Rindu pulak. I love talking to cats... Kat rumah ada 7 ke 8 ekor entah kucing yang mak bela.
Ada juga 2 ekor kitty yang baru lahir. Maybe baru seminggu kut. Sangat kecil dan ibu kucing tu suka sangat bawa anak-anak dia masuk bilik kami and put them under the bed. Not nice. They peed a lot!!

One night during last week, I woke up to feed them (all the cats) sebab I remembered that they hadn't had their dinner yet. Sangat kesian bila tengok mereka dalam kandang meow meow tak berenti. I terpaksa membebel at my sis because she forgot to feed them. (I was out with my mum to her friend's house earlier that night).

Minggu lepas juga heboh pasal Petknode tu.
Mula-mula I tidaklah kisah sangat but now, I had a chance to read more on that and betullah, sangat kesian sebab kucing-kucing tu semua dah biasa dimanja-manja. The owners pula bayar bukan murah kepada pengurusan Petknode tu...
Ada yang tinggalkan makanan dan ubat siap.

Betullah, kalau tak nak jaga, janganlah buat macam ni. Kesian sangat tengok kucing2 tu.

I kalau I bela kucing, maybe I bawa je mereka balik Kelantan kalau raya. HEHE.
Makcik I pernah bawak kucing balik beraya, dari Pahang bawak balik Kelantan.
Raya keempat hari tu pulak pakcik I bawak balik kucing dari Kota Bharu ke Kuala Krai... HEHE.

Alamak, rindu pulak kucing kat rumah... HUHU...

I rasa nak bela kucing tapi risau la nanti tak terjaga...

HMMMM...

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Raya... kisah nenek sebenarnya....

2011-09-05T00:08:00.003+08:00

Obviously, minggu raya ni, malas sangat nak post entry di blog.

Duk di kampung ni, hari-hari keluar gi pasar ngan adik-adik. Best. Balik umah nenek buat kali kedua, on raya keempat, balik kemas rumah nenek selepas raya pulak. Baru nak bersenang lenang, nenek ajak lawat umah sedara dan kawan dia zaman muda muda di kampung sebelah. Layankan aja. Seronok, jalan-jalan pusing kampung.

Kesian pulak nenek dan atuk (atuk da tak berapa sihat) tinggal berdua je. Di laman yang sangat luas. Dulu depan rumah tu atuk bela lembu, ada satu kandang siap dengan padang cukupla untuk 5 ekor lembu. Sekarang penuh dengan rumput yang tinggi-tinggi sampai pokok rambutan sepohon dua yang ada dalam pagar tu pun dah tak nampak.

Kampung tempat atuk dan nenek tinggal sekarang, dah tak ramai orang duduk. Rumah orang-orang tua saja kat situ. Selalu jugak orang jahat-jahat datang. Nenek dan dua kali kena rompak. Sekali kena pukau, sekali kena ragut. Sedih betullah.

Tak tahulah, polis pun macam tak pernah round kat kawasan tu.

Huuu. How I wish I could stay there. Perbaiki rumah diorang. Rumah tu dulu cantik, penuh dengan bunga-bunga. Tapi sekarang, tak ada sangat orang yang jaga.

Kami adik-beradik pun, semua dah tinggal jauh-jauh, di luar negeri (Kelantan).... kalau balik pun sekejap-sekejap jer. Pakcik dan makcik yang lain pun sama.

Selalu terfikir nak upah orang tolong jagakan rumah dan kawasan tu tapi entahla.

Nenek pun cakap takut nak menoreh sebab selalu ada orang pelik-pelik dalam kebun getah tu. Orang yang dia tak kenal. Kebun getah nenek pun boleh tahan luas. Sekarang ni adalah sorang orang kampung yang dia upah tolong dia menoreh.

HMM.

Hajat memang ada, macam-macam yang nak dibuat, tapi tak pernah terbuat. Harap-harap nanti boleh la buat, sebelum terlambat.

Doakan eh. :)

Eh, rumah ma pun sekarang ni dah senyap.... adik-adik 4 orang dah kembali ke tempat cari rezeki dan tempat belajar. Start hari Jumaat lepas, Angah da balik Terengganu, tadi pagi, Ainun balik Utara, Faiz da gerak dulu ke KL and malam tadi I baru hantar Fathehah ke Stesen KTM, dia balik Segamat. Esok-esok pagi pula I dengan Firdaus pulak nak gerak balik KL. Memang merata-rata lah adik-beradik kami.

HMM.

Sekarang I tengah dengar lagu-lagu hindustan ni. Entah mengapa, I memang rasa lagu-lagu hindi ni menenangkan. HEHE. Walaupun ramai kawan-kawan dah beralih arah ke cerita dari Korea la, Jepun la, I tetap suka Hindustan. :)

Okaylah, dah lewat... I tidur dulu.

Jumpa lagi nanti, insyaAllah.

Pattern

2011-08-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

I think people develop patterns too. Be it in friendship, relationship, works, anything.

It's about a friend.

Saw it, experienced it, well, I could say I could predict what will happen next.

Things are gonna be the same.

Then.

But I hope this time, this particular friend will put his mind to this, and he will end up happy with what he wanted. I hope he'll find what's he has been looking for.

And there will never be a hurt break case anymore.

No tears, no sad memories.

Because in friendship, I guess it's alright to pray for friends' happiness.

~~p.s : Sometimes insensitivity is not applicable in friendship, eh?~~

Matrix

2011-08-23T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hehe
Best pulak kan effect lift ni. HAHA. Masa ni baru balik dari surau....

Hari ni meeting. Ada orang comel. Tapi kawan I dapat duduk sebelah dia. Biasalah, seated meeting. HMMM. I selalu lambat. Memang I nak lambat-lambatkan pun. Memang chairman masuk lambat, 10 minit lambat dari I. Tapi dia chairman!! I ni... apa... HEHE.

Lepas habis meeting I pergi Maybank, ada urusan sikit. Sekali i.c I tak boleh baca. HMM. Terpaksalah pakai cara manual. I sebenarnya plan nak buat kad bank baru, tapi masa I tanya la kalau buat kad baru macam mana, boleh teller tu cakap, "kena buat i.c baru dulu cik. I.c tak boleh baca tak boleh buat kad baru."

Fineeee..
I pun pergi JPN. Alang-alang meeting habis dekat lunch break.
Dalam less than 20 minutes I settle urusan buat i.c baru. Alasan, kad rosak. RM10 fee. Okaylah tu.

Balik office, ada kaunter zakat.
I pun menunaikanlah kewajipan kita yang ke4 tu. :) Alhamdulillah.
Walaupun ayah I masih bayar untuk I, tapi... kalau mampu apa salahnya. :)

Sebelah kaunter zakat ada kaunter Maxis Promo. I pun berkenan dan rasa cam nak try je.
Lalu I pun amiklah. Takde registration fee, that is, RM100 is waived. I like. Just bayar RM68 je permonth. :)

Walaupun dah ada P1... tapi kat kampung takde line P1 tu...
So, maxis okayla...
Kalau tak nak, boleh terminate je nanti. ;)

Okaylah!
Bye...
Salam.

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Back!

2011-08-22T17:20:00.001+08:00

Back to the tumblr. Which I opened almsot 2 years ago. But I didn't really know how to operate it. HAHA.
Nothing is there. Same here. Just the same, old me.

The meeting

2011-08-21T11:37:00.001+08:00

Hmm...

The meeting was held somewhere near KL Sentral... within (quite a long) walking distance... so memang sesuai sangatla memakai wedges yang stabil dan relaxing tu. Fuh.

A friend told me that the office was next to Le Meridien, so my colleague and I walked there... but all we could see was a construction site. I was thinking, was it really any office in there... So I decided to call the secretariat but my colleague doubted it as he thought maybe nobody will pick up the phone as they were all busy with meeting.

Luckily a lady answered my call and guided us to the right path. We followed the sign boards, (we finally saw them) and actually the office had just moved to a new building. But, still within the construction site... We followed the sign boards and reached the correct floor but, on the wrong block!

A guy was nice enough to guide us to the right block which involved lots of jalan belakang and security things. We had to cross some bridges which required a ride in the elevator.

Strangely while we were in the elevator, the guy looked at me, and I looked at him at the same time. Then we burst into laughs. I didn't know why but we just laughed while my colleague was still with us. I seriously didn't know why. But I guess he found it was funny to have us there. (I guessed they had faced several similar situations since the moving) huhu.

15 minutes late, then my colleague and I arrived safely at the meeting room. HUHU.

Then on our way back to KL Sentral the secretariat walked us to the station using another basement route. Phew. Scary with a lot of foreign workers in it...

Oh, the meeting went well and we will be meeting again and I guess I am gonna drive there next time. :)

For the afternoon...

2011-08-19T08:39:00.002+08:00

A pair of wedges... to wear for this afternoon's meeting, in KL which requires a lot of walking. Guess my feet still hurt from yesterday's heels. I wore a 3 inches heel up until the night, I went shopping in Carrefour in that... HAHA.

Wedges and bag are from Vincci (Made in Malaysia...) :)

:)

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What if...

2011-08-17T16:24:00.002+08:00

Sally, my friend talked about this song. Perhaps she didn't know that I used to match this song with what had happened in my life, 2007. Well. But, as we know, there's nothing we could do to turn back time, and as I believe, what if is not good, if we are thinking of the past. Agree?

Because I believe, setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya, cumanya, in that certain time (the time (bad and unwanted) thing happened) we just couldn't take it, and we keep questioning on why oh why this bad thing happened to us. Hmmm. Human.

Setiap langkah adalah dalam perancangan Allah.

Kalaulah boleh diingatkan diri dan hati ini selalu kan best. Tapi, manusia (saya) sentiasa mengharap dan meminta, sedangkan apa entah yang telah kita lakukan (usahakan) untuk dapatkan apa yang kita hajati tu. Berbaloi ke?

Okaylah, here's the lyrics of the song. Saja untuk pleasure. Best gak suara kate winslet nih. Halus je.

Here I stand alone with this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away

In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried but I had to draw the line
And still this question still keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If I stay, if you tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we’ll never know

Many roads we take
Some to joy, some to heartache
Anyone can lose the way
And if I said we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes?
Do you pray that I never left your side?
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?

If I stay, if you tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we’ll never know

If only we can turn the hands of time
If I could take it back,
Would you still be mine?
Coz I tried but I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away?
Coz I still love you more than I could say

If I’d stay, if you tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we’ll never know
We’ll never know

But I guess tu, tajuk entry semalam, I tak terfikir pun pasal lagu ni... kebetulan... :D

Salam.

But I guess

2011-08-16T11:49:00.001+08:00

I love talking to you
But I guess all the things I love will never stay.

p.s : Actually, not all. :)

And when it's gone, it's for the best. Nothing will stay and last forever pun kan. :)

Hai, bila sedih memang macam tu. Bila rindu.

Weekend yang best~

2011-08-15T10:48:00.000+08:00

I went to my auntie's last weekend. My auntie (my father's sister) got married to my uncle (my mom's brother) heehe... so you could guess how close we (my siblings and I) to them. (my auntie, uncle and their children). They are living in Keratong, a Felda in Muadzam, Pahang.

It was an almost three hours drive there. I love driving so I drove all of them. (My brothers and sis). :) It was a very good time spent. I feel relaxed and happy. :)

The most important thing is, we are all happy :)

mimie (cousin), thehah (sis) and su (my beloved auntie)... we were having girls day out! baju raya shopping!

me, su and miela... no, that's not my baju raya, that's the closest baju to be grabbed for photo taking session ! thank you Rejinah Store in Segamat! Nice baju with nice prices and nice assistants! :) Love... (I always shop here when I am in Segamat!)

this was scribbled down by my 6 years old cousin, haikal. it's Faiz (Pak ih-pronounced as Pa'ih-my brother,) Firdaus, (Pakoh to Haikal), along (me), Kakak Yah (Thehah), Kakak Mila (Miela), ayah (my uncle), mama (my auntie), and Haikal (himself). In addition my other two brothers, abang waie and abang bie (to Haikal).

that's Haikal and Pakoh dia... (my brother, Firdaus)

that's us- childhood photo... abengah (standing), Firdaus, Faiz and me... heheee (circa 90s)

Haikal with his Pakih (Faiz) heee :) Preparing to break fast...

Nice weekend!

Sorry I have to update here, my wordpress can't be used in office, I don't know why...

You put the beautiful in life

2011-08-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

It is a lie if I don't think about falling in love. I always have, that's the truth. HAHA. It's just that I just don't wanna put a lot of effort in it. Because most of the time, it's pointless. I am tired.

So...

To those who are wondering about me (when am I gonna get married, do I have a boyfriend), please. Unless you know someone who is interested in me.

But, friends, I am choosy. Right.

Semua orang pun cakap macam tu. Then.

HMMMM.

Case I.

People fall in love, and we can't stop them. No matter what we wanna do. For instance if I know this man is not that goody, but my friend fell for him anyway. Do I go to my friend and say, "hey, he's not worth it" What do you think my friend would say?

a) MYOB (Mind your own business)

b) You're jealous

c) He's changed.

d) Nevermind, I'll ask him....

I used to be the (d) type. Then I know him then I thought it's better to just stay friend. But this will lead to Case II.

Case II

Do you think that man and woman (with past between them) could stay in friendship, without any else feeling?

Hmmm.... It's tricky. I can't help but wondering why would we (I) still keep in touch with those ex-es. For friendship? Guess that's not easy. HEHE. I keep thinking why would they wanna be my friend? HAHA. But anyway, I always play positive, and I decided to keep the past behind.

What will happen in future, will happen.

Case III

Do people ever learn from their past mistakes?

Oh Well, Yawn~

2011-08-11T12:23:00.001+08:00

Few things happened these past few days. Heh. Left me a bit undone. Well, that's not new, that's what I went through all these years. But seems like I've never learn. (Sigh). Well, because I always have some positive thoughts so I guess things would end differently, well, apparently they are, not.

And I can't believe I was trapped into my own snare. Dush. (A punch for me). But anyway, life goes on. (Cliche).

However, I am glad, thankfully I always have (the same old) friends to remind me that it's nothing and let's not make it a big deal, and they told me, (the same thing) that I am strong enough to walk through all this. (Insya Allah).

It's nothing, really, but being me, I seem to always find a way to complicate thing. Well, anyway, my reason is, things about feeling, is never too small. Nothing we can do to reason with it. It will not always be a rational issue, no matter how much you put your mind to it.

But somehow, mind always win, and I guess, that's fair.

Well. Don't really know this thing.

Case I

P : I don't know him enough to say thing about him.

M : Well, you know him enough to not like him.

P : Well.

Case II

F : It's like I don't even exist

P : Yeah, I can see it.

M : Even I declared my love to Alex (Grey's Anatomy) in FB for a while. (Sigh).
P : (Laughs)

Case III

F : I'll wait until someone else comes around, then I'll move on.

M : No, you can't do that. Clear your mind, if you're gonna leave him, let it be for a brick reason, not because someone else.

P : I have to agree with M.

Tough love, isn't it.

Love should be such a beautiful thing.

Signing off, (bored at work)

heheh

Tiba-tiba

2011-08-10T12:40:00.001+08:00

I terbaca blog kawan I. :) Blog lama beliau. Dan rasa nak tergelak pula baca kisah percintaan dia dengan wife dia sekarang. Haha. Dua-dua tu pun kawan I. :) So, boleh dikatakan I ni macam saksi percintaan jugaklah sikit-sikit. HAHA.

Well, they got married, and now are living happily with their son. (and maid).

Wah, bulan puasa ni kebosanan cepat sungguh kan datang. Kejap lagi I nak gi beli barang rumah kat Carrefour.

Last weekend balik kampung sempat juga I beli serunding, ambil pesanan kawan-kawan kat sini. Belum habis distribute lagi, kawan-kawan yang menempah ni semuanya sibuk. Tadi bagi satu tupperware kat kawan I kat opis ni.

Hmmm. Malam tadi, berbuka I ajak F and AT datang rumah. AT masak paprik yang sedap dan F bawa ayam percik dan ayam golek made in Pasar Ramadan Putrajaya.

Watak-watak, clockwise; Yati Ayam Percik, Ayam Golek, Kuah Pencicah Ayam Golek, Buah-buahan, Paprik, Fresh Orange (Pasar Ramadan juga) dan pinggan berisi nasi putih dan gelas. :)

Kenyang, alhamdulillah.

Malam ni ada majlis berbuka di Intan Kiara tapi malaslah nak pergi. Nak makan apa entah berbuka nanti. Housemate I sakit pinggang pula, dia jatuh tangga malam tadi. Kesian pula. :( Mesti dia takde mood nak masak. Kalau I, masak mee goreng pun dah cukup, tapi dia mesti nak nasi juga.

Hmmm.

Wordpress masih belum dapat dibuka lagi di meja saya kat opis ni, entahlah. Takpela.

Salam. :)

Blog Penyokong The Red Warriors: Jadual Perlawanan Persahabatan TRW

2011-08-09T15:41:00.000+08:00

Blog Penyokong The Red Warriors: Jadual Perlawanan Persahabatan TRW: "14/08/2011 K.Lumpur Vs Kelantan (Std Bolasepak Cheras) 17/08/2011 Selangor Vs Kelantan (Std Shah Alam) *Sebarang perubahan akan kemaskini k..."

My boss, today~

2011-08-09T12:03:00.001+08:00

Just wanna write about my boss, because he seems happy and always in good mood today.

I was on leave yesterday and today I was greeted by lots of letters in my pigeon hole. Meetings, minutes of meetings etc.

We had this monthly assembly today, and after that, I had a discussion with boss and colleagues. Boss told us that the Bigger Boss asked him if he's okay. He lost some weight, that is. He told us, in a cheerful way, "gemuk pun kata sakit, kurus sikit pun kata sakit" hehe. But we agreed that he looks better. He then revealed that he's been on oat diet for five days. Wow. I should try that (I say to myself). But really, he looks better and glowing.

Then he told us a story about breaking fast with his millionaire friends at a friend's house. Which is big. Big. He said that it could easily be sold at RM6-7 million. Wow. He said the maintenance alone could reach up to RM60k permonth. Phew. Well, the funny thing was, the former disco room is now renovated into a praying room. Well, with the disco lights still attached to the ceiling. Haha.

After that, I met my boss to further discuss about letters and meetings. Discussion went on smoothly, and he did give me some words to improve my work. :) Nice.

I guess that's all. Bored. Sorry.

It'd be nice to have these sweet stuff...

2011-08-04T17:05:00.000+08:00

from Bag Galore~ Cute, isn't it? it's the Transparent Mikko Boston Bag..

The Postman, from Bag Galore too

Plain Envelope Clutch... :) in red, or

in blue? drooling*

all are from The Bag Galore~~

Love them all... :)

Six P's

2011-08-03T23:01:00.001+08:00

Okay, kembali ke segmen mari membebel bersama cacah. HAHA.

I had quite a discussion with AT after breaking fast, while watching the news on TV. We saw Minister of Home Affair is talking about 6P. :)

Then AT told me about some misunderstanding that public have towards this program. Well, as I am the permanent representative for my workplace to this meeting, I thought I could do some fact clearance here. Because from what AT told me, I see it as public now are thinking that government is giving too much to the immigrants.

Well, yeah, about the 6P, which is a program to manage the PATI in Malaysia.

They stand for Pendaftaran, Pemutihan, Pengampunan, Pemantauan, Penguatkuasaan dan Pengusiran.

It's a 6 months program and KDN (MOHA) had planned it to manage the surplus of PATI in Malaysia. It also helps the industry as many sectors are in need of foreign workers, as the recruitment of foreign workers had been frozen for quite a long time.

Now we are in the first phase of it, the Pendaftaran (Registration). Here's the public had their misunderstandings.

Pendaftaran here means that, majikan has to bring out whoever/how many PATI they have in their place. PATIs are needed to register themselves.

Meanwhile, we in the ministry needs to list out the amount of foreign workers that is needed in the subsectors.

After the registrations, they will be given the pengampunan. Then from there, KDN will always organize a meeting and discussion, especially with MOHR and Immigration to get this issues settled.

This 6P is important, as;

i. industry is in need for foreign workers, especially in perladangan, pembinaan dan perkilangan. how many locals want to be in this subsectors?

ii. we are facing the issues of PATI (foreign workers) surplus, don't you think? So by listing out the amount needed, the PATI will be matched to which subsectors.

The program sounds good and important, and we are working towards it. Yes, it's not easy. Especially to those 3 big sectors.

Hope this little info could highlight public on this. (Ada ke orang baca... ) HAHA.

Good night!

It doesn't always have to be about me

2011-08-03T16:23:00.003+08:00

Beautiful rainbow. :)

(il ne doit pas toujours être sur moi)

But, well, since this is my blog. I'd rather talk about me.

I once said that friendship doesn't always have to be about menjaga hati, it's also about telling the truth, even it's hurting.

Right, it's always easier said than done.

Things like this happen to me, like always. I have no heart to tell my friend if I don't like anything about them, because I know they might have their negative takes on me too. Kan? So, if they could be patient with me, why can't I act the same.

Tapi janganlah sampai menyakitkan hati sangat, dipendam-dipendam kang membawa ke makan hati, susah!

Hmmm.

What would you do, if you know that your friend likes the same guy that you're having crush on? I know it sounds childish but... hmmm.. I can't help but think about this.

I mean, I like this guy, but I don't really like him but I like to see him, talk to him whatever lah. But I am not sure, I don't think I want to get to the extend of marrying him pun, but I know I feel something when I know about him hanging out with someone else. I am not sure if it could be called jealousy. Buat apa nak jealous. But still... damn kan perasaan ni...

I know, I am bad, right. Selalu rasa macam ni... Boring... Bosan.... Bencilah~!

Okaylah, puasa nih!

Selamat meneruskan puasa ya~

Nostalgic~

2011-08-03T13:09:00.004+08:00

I can't access my wordpress blog. :(

But let me share you this beautiful piece from Melly Goeslaw. It's my favourite song, from my favourite movie. I can't barely remember how many times I've watched it. Sampai my mum pun membebel sebab kami siap hafal dialog lagi, tapi masih juga nak tengok movie ni.

Well, a good friend of mine, P posted this video on FB, and I still have the same feeling, as it is the first time I watched this video/listened to this song. I love it.

Hanya dengan sedikit malu
Akhirnya aku harus akui
Keberadaan cintamu dalam hatiku
Yang kau renangi

Resah resah singgah
Bila terjadi perang
Emosi kau dan aku

Jangan pernah menyanjung cinta
Bila tak mengerti maknanya cinta
Satu terindah dalam dirimu
Kini ada di jiwaku
Ku inginkan cerita cinta
Terindah bagaikan dalam dongeng
Percintaan berhujankan rindu
Asmara kita akankah lama

Dalam hatiku terhibur
Bila senyum mahalmu merebak
Resah resah singgah
Bila terjadi perang
Emosi kau dan aku

Hello~ and everything else...

2011-08-02T17:54:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Ramadan is going well for me, hopefully for you guys too.

I had two meetings today, God bless. I hope I've done well in that two important meetings. ;) InshaAllah.

I've noticed that nobody probably read anything serious and lengthy that I've posted before, anyway, I will try to write more.

I am given minimum two issues to be studied each week, it's important for me to know what's going on in that industry, apart from the usual news that grace the paper/newspaper/television news... I have to know the issues well.

Well, I am far away from well. I have misses here and there. I have to push myself to my level best. Which is not so hard if I know what I am doing.

Lately I have became a bit bold and loud to voice out my curiosity and doubt on any issues discussed. Before, I guess I was too shy, or to afraid to be labeled as dumb for asking some stupid questions (some people my look at it as stupid) but, anyway, I guess other people have their weaknesses too. So I think it's better to be labeled as dumb for asking rather than to be known for not knowing anything.

And I promise to not say phrases like "It's not my job", or "I know nothing about this", or "I am new" because well, first I am not that new anymore, and it will make me and my division look bad. :( I have to have a firm hold on what I was about to say in any meeting and I have to be confident about it. So I have to make myself know at least the issues that's gonna be discussed in whatever meeting.

I have to always be prepared.

It's something for me to see my colleagues to be seated and chatted to important persons about current issues. I am not that. I don't really like to share my thought on serious issues, except for things I know very well. But, I guess I have to do that, sooner. My job requires me to know a lot of important people (related to my work), and their issues are mine too.

I have to work harder and smarter.

I hope I could do that. :)

Okay, time to go home.

Happy fasting guys~

Salam~!

Les pays les moins développés

2011-08-01T11:41:00.003+08:00

Li Pe Li Mon Develope (baca ikut bahasa Melayu punya sebutan).

It means, the least developed countries, or in WTO terms, the LDC.

I was given an article to study this morning. (Yeah I have to do lots of study to keep pace with the economics, but it's a sad thing that I am not as hardworking to study as I were in uniyears~ that's another story). Let's get back to the article.

Well, I decided to share my findings on this, and what my say about it.

The LDC, as for now listed about 48 countries, involving 3 major continent. (Africa- 33 countries, Asia-14 countries and America-1). Briefly, an LDC is based on these 3 criteria; from WIKI

low income, (GNI/capita of less than USD905);
weaknesses in human resource- not only in working department, but in the human itself, their health, education, nutrition and literacy;
economic vulnerability - sumber pendapatan sesebuah negara, berapa banyak yang ada... (malas nak tulis in English haha)

Wiki also said that;

Least developed countries suffer conditions of extreme poverty, ongoing and widespread conflict (including civil war or ethnic clashes), extensive political corruption, and lack political and social stability.

Okay, the issue now is about Doha Round- bukan permainan kejar-kejar tapi Doha Rounds ni sebenarnya ialah satu program yang dianjurkan oleh WTO untuk mewujudkan satu (reference)

to achieve major reform of the international trading system through the introduction of lower trade barriers and other trade measures among the WTO memberships

Antara intipati Doha Round ini ialah untuk meningkatkan taraf LDC melalui 4 perkara iaitu (Sumber : The Star, Monday, Impasse signals a bigger problem);

duty free access for at least 97% of their products into developed countries;
reducing rich countries subsidies for cotton (important product for LDC);
a waiver to allow LDCs to get special access to the services market of developed countries; and
more favourable rules of origin for their goods.

Ya, kita tentu dapat melihat dari mata kasar pun, walau tak tau cerita yang perkara ini mungkin dapat membantu negara LDC ni. We could see that there will be more opportunities for the LDC to develop and establish their own products and market them to a richer country. Tapi you know, as usual there's always a culprit who doesn't agree with all these. Well, for me, it's just ridiculous and selfish, and for not agreeing (what others have agreed) this shows a disrespect towards a mutual (majority) agreement.

The country with the highest GNI for 2010, however argued about this, unfortunately. They want an LDC-Plus program to be establish (included agreement on trade facilities, the elimination of tariffs on environmental goods, reduction of fishery subsidies and etc). WTO however smartly declared this program dead.

Ada dua perkara;

LDC, could be upgraded out of the LDC with more opportunities and assistance from developed countries (in economics and anything-that's what UN for);

For Doha Round, to achieve the goals is somewhat seems far away. There are a lot of issues will be raised up. As it was launched 10 years ago and as for now many resolutions are not being realized and issues left unresolved because of the nature of the countries (themselves) and the lack of cooperation especially from developed countries. Though countries like Japan, Sweden and Germany which actively share their development through scholarships program, economic and industry development program etc, I guess there are some countries which still being reserved about this.

Ah...that's all I think. Please be informed... I am not studying this from it's roots. But still I'd like to share my views. (Like anyone gonna read this anyway, kan)

So, here's a bit of whatever index you want to know about Malaysia and any countries...

economy and whatever...
whateverla...

I still have a lot to improve.

Les Sapeurs

2011-07-29T11:54:00.000+08:00

I love fashion.

Picture from here

And I enjoy looking at people who dressed smartly. I don't care of the brand and price. I love how some people manage to pull of their clothes/style, confidently. And in Malaysia we were always exposed to the tag line "biar papa, asal bergaya".

Today I stumbled into an article about people in Congo who do just that. Biar papa, asal bergaya. You wouldn't believe it. They, the Sapeurs are the men. Les Sapeurs means; (may I quote from this blog)

La Société des Ambianceurs et Persons Élégants or in English: the Society for the Advancement of People of Elegance.

As that is a mouthful so it is just SAPE. “Sape” comes from a French slang that means “dressing with class” and the term Sapeur is an African word that refers to someone that is dressed with great elegance. The Sapeurs as the name suggests are elegant and stylish men from Congo who roam the streets of Brazzaville and Bacongo in Western suits and usually with cigars, and the occasional pipe, between their lips. These are men who are so obsessed with looking good and designer clothes that they sometimes place more importance on clothes than anything else.

Most of the people in Congo live on less than RM1 a day. But these men, they will save up their money for months, do two to three jobs a day for months, so that they could get all the smart clothes. By smart, it means those well known pricey suit/shirts/pants/shoes... by Gucci, Prada etc.

I can't help but to find more information of them. I've found this blog that is full of photos of the SAPE. :)

from here

Thanks to Google. :)

Pretty and preppy.

Ridiculous

2011-07-27T16:38:00.000+08:00

Some people are that, sometimes.

Like,

When they asked me for help and I did help them, thinking that maybe they will help me in the future. NOT. Apparently.

They said that my job is nothing but just a waste of time.

Yeah, like when I helped them I gained anything laaaaaaaaah! (Yeah, loss of fuel, and energy).

This is a good place, to say what the hell!!

(It's about my work~)

Complaining~

2011-07-25T15:55:00.000+08:00

Baru lepas bersembang dengan lawyer pasal pinjaman perumahan saya.

My call has been passed around. It's funny.

Why would they always claim that government prepared the slowest services? And how much do you pay for government services that you dare to complain?

But I've paid a lot to the lawyer and the house.

Which the cost is definitely different. Therefore I can't stand to be passed around like that. I deserve a better treat.

All I ask is just a little politeness. I wonder how was their day? Maybe too hectic, that they hoped they could screw others'.

This is damn.

i. I went to Krispy Kreme to redeem my 10% discount on all products. But the counter guy said, "No, only for 1 dozen donuts and beverages!" What do you mean by all products~!~~~~

ii. I went to order food at usual tomyam eating place. The one ordered didn't reach me until my rice was left a quarter. And the price!!!! I think that would be the last time.

And all, it is about services. We customer pay for it.... why can't you give us a bit respect.

Garden Lifestyle Store and Cafe

2011-07-22T11:14:00.002+08:00

Went to the Cafe with Lan on Wednesday and Thursday.

Was there to check out the lunch promo after having dinner there on Wednesday.

The ambience was nice, the decoration was pretty. The food is quite good and the portion is adequate.

This was what I have for lunch yesterday.

Garden Black Pepper Chicken Chop. Nice and filling enough!

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Hai... geram juga

2011-07-21T18:29:00.001+08:00

I think I am gonna get older before my time being here in the office.

I have to listen to all kind of noise in here. Most of them I can take but there's an annoying laughing sound from someone that I wish that the person would be transferred anywhere else.... Even my I'm in my office, with the door closed, I still could hear the annoying laughter. So damn annoying~~~

Then I have to face numerous other political scenarios in here. I couldn't do anything though except sit down bi***ing about it with my colleagues. Seriously that (the beaching session) will make me thinking hard and I will be rumbling and then suddenly I feel old. HUHU.

I know this sounds ridiculous but, seriously how could I produce a good work when I find myself always stressing and getting annoyed by the environment?

Dahlah I am quite a lazy person, oh. I don't wanna be so frustrated with my self. Now, I feel fat pulak.... HUHU. I don't wanna feel that negative~~~~~

Okaylah, enough.

Have a great rest.

Bye...

Here : Why do we feel tired...

Sekarang kan musim panas...

2011-07-20T15:06:00.000+08:00

Ada dua tiga blog memaparkan pasal tindakan budak-budak di China yang buat macam-macam perkara untuk memastikan persekitaran mereka di tahap yang tak berapa panas. Kiranya, coolingt technic lah...

Tapi kan kelakar bila baca komen-komen budak-budak yang masih lagi tak mengerti keperluan orang nak naik bumbung la... letak ice-cream depan kipas lah semata-mata nak suruh sejuk.

Tak kisahlah. Ini pasal budak2 yang mengaitkan perkara ni dengan perbuatan orang2 di padang pasir ni... mereka komen, cakap pasal orang-orang di China ni yang bodoh sebab buat benda2 macam bodoh tu...

Well, satu ja...

You all sila belajar geografi lah............

Padang pasir dengan China tu, panasnya lain.............

I pun tak reti nak cakap tapi budak2 muda ni silalah belajar okay...

Sebelum cakap orang bodoh....

Letih woo

2011-07-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

Was in PKA earlier to attend a supposedly talk, but it turned out to be a meeting. Sigh. I was there to listen but instead I was asked to give opinion and promise. Which was not good. The best thing was, we were then invited to have such a great lunch. I ate a lot. Thank you.

We had lunch at Royal Selangor Yatch Club, Port Klang. Nice place. Hot but windy. I feel good~

The meeting started and ended late. I was hungry by the time it ended. Lucky they treated us to good food. :) Thanks again to the secretariat.

Back in the office, I received these;

Roses from Cameron Highland, from AT... :)

Here's from housemate and her boyfriend~

From housemate and boyfriend... huhu..

Today is the day~~

2011-07-16T11:33:00.000+08:00

Today is my birthday!
I went to watch HP last night. With Soleha and she fell asleep. Maybe she's too sleepy and what she didn't even watch the earlier HP movies. Sigh. Nevermind, I had my time.

After that (watching movie), we've found ourselves trapped in an emergency path. I called the police, the nearest Balai, not the emergency line (I googled the phone number.., lucky there's a signal in that path) and then the police called the security and after maybe 30 minutes we finally rescued. :) Hmmm. What a way to start a birthday celebration....

I felt like driving out so I drove us to KL, to be exact to Dataran Merdeka... :) At 3.30 am...

KL this 3.30 am. Nice...

Now, I am supposed to do some cleaning because my friends are coming to stay over here tonight...

So, here's to a silent celebration....

I am 29 this year! :)

Yeah. New wristlet

2011-07-14T09:50:00.003+08:00

I bought it last night.
Love it of course.
Unbranded from Alamanda.
Lawa tak?
Senang nak bawak gi cafe ke, nak keluar time lunch hour. Buleh letak kunci kete, duit kertas dua tiga helai. ;)
Telefon pun.
Like lah. Tapi dia takde slot for cards, kalau ada lagi sangat bagus.
Taklah terancam kecantikan kad-kad I yang berlambak tu. Auw.
Murah murah je ni. Dalam Rm20++ jer, ada diskaun lagi 10%.
Suka lah!

Edited...
Guess what, I've found card slots, one that I took from my mum's wallet (that I've bought for her)... :)
Well, now my wristlet looks smarter. :)

Cute, no? :) Love love

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Mungkin Nanti

2011-07-13T16:26:00.001+08:00

Saatnya aku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Tak usah kau tanya kembali
Simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri

I suka lagu ni. Tapi I suka lagi lain-lain lagu dari Peterpan.

Tapi hari ni I dengar lagu ni dan I rasa mungkin I patut lupakan segala kenangan manis ke pahit ke yang I pernah ada dengan orang yang I pernah suka/sayang/whatever.

Sebab kenangan yang macam ni sebenarnya selalu membunuh mood I. I ni seorang yang nostalgik dan sentimental. Banyak perkara kecil dan remeh yang mempengaruhi hidup I. Contohnya kenangan bodoh bodoh zaman dulu.

I tak salahkan kenangan. I cuma salahkan diri dan kepala otak I ni yang tak reti mengurus kenangan. Menyedihkan kan.

My shoes today

2011-07-11T14:29:00.001+08:00

I like the cute cut. It's like a Mary Jane with some rock edge.

What say you? ;)

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Shoes.... Love love love

2011-07-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

I love shoes.... love love love!

I love this one....

from here : showblog.com

it's Georgina Goodman's retro collection... (never heard of her before..lalala)

it's a new crocs. Maybe for spring 2011. but it is wearable here in Malaysia... all year around.. don't you think.. cute, isn't it? (here)

I've found so many information on shoes on this website... of course I love it... it's like going to a museum for shoes....

Okay now, here's my favourite working shoes...

from here, it's Tough Love : Rock and Republic...

(no, not gonna wear it to work...) but it's gorgeous, don't you think? lala ;)

and this one, might be the one...

it's from Heidi Klum! (here)

so, that's all my love...

gonna go have lunch!

have a great weekend!